A year later

It's been a year since I wrote the last blog about you. I think it is one of the best blogs I have written. It is raw emotion, a release of what I had been storing up for seventeen years. Not much has changed in a year. We talk a little more but my feelings are just as strong today as they were a year ago. To be honest I think you are a joke. You amuse me so that is the only reason I still have anything to do with you. Look at yourself now and what you have let yourself become. You are pathetic in every sense of the word. It's time for you to be a man and take some responsibility for your actions. If you honestly think you are not at any fault for what happened then you are in total denial. We both went through similar situations. We both fucked up, but the difference between us is that I didn't let it get the best of me. I didn't let it destroy who I am. It's sad how you went into this downward spiral. You had everything going for you and could have just walked away from the whole situation. Left it behind and moved on but instead you let it get into your head and take over. Look at how you have thrown your life away. I'm not going to sit here and judge you, it's your life and you are free to live it the way you choose. But I laugh just thinking about you snorting coke and screwing hookers. You have become a real bad boy and you seem so proud of it. You have all this money and you waste it on shit like that. You act all happy but it's just a facade and so easy to see through. Inside you are nothing more than a broken depressed loser.