Superhero

You are my superhero, the one I look up to for strength. When I was growing up I always wanted to be just like you. You were invincible to me, nothing could ever hurt you. I couldn't wait to grow up to be like you because I thought you never felt pain. I always thought you would live forever.

But now you are older and so am I. I can finally see the pain you are in. I notice the limp you walk with and how stiff your joints get. Yesterday you got a nose bleed and that really made it sink in. It wasn't a bad nose bleed but I saw that you aren't invincible, that you are human. What scared me the most was seeing the fear in your eyes. I have never seen that before. I have never seen you scared or cry, but yesterday for the first time I saw that you didn't feel like you were invincible.

You have always been there for me whenever I needed you. You have always been the rock I could climb onto for safety when the world came crashing in on me. Whenever I am in trouble I can turn to you and know that you will help me out. You let me know that everything will be alright. I have never thought about you not being there. In my mind you will live forever but now as you get older I know that the time is nearing that you will no longer be there when I need you. I don't know what I will do when that day comes.........

I love you and I know I never tell it to you but no matter how weak and frail you may get you will always be my superhero.

Beautiful day in the nieghbourhood

What a beautiful day it is today in Vancouver. I love this city so much and I am so glad I live here. There is no city like it in the world. It's a cold windy fall day full of color. I took this photo this morning. It's just a nice view of the harbour and downtown. We are lucky to get views like this from where ever we are in our beloved city.

Coca-Cola + Polar Bears = ♥

White Coca-Cola cans! It's something different and throws you off at first glance. You are so used to the iconic red cans that everyone around the world knows. When you first pick these up you think you are grabbing a Diet Coke. Coke has teamed up with WWF to help save the polar bear. Every can of Coke helps protect their natural habitat and ensures that these incredible creatures are around for generations to come. I love Coke and I love polar bears and now the two of them are interlocked. I couldn't be happier.

A year later

It's been a year since I wrote the last blog about you. I think it is one of the best blogs I have written. It is raw emotion, a release of what I had been storing up for seventeen years. Not much has changed in a year. We talk a little more but my feelings are just as strong today as they were a year ago. To be honest I think you are a joke. You amuse me so that is the only reason I still have anything to do with you. Look at yourself now and what you have let yourself become. You are pathetic in every sense of the word. It's time for you to be a man and take some responsibility for your actions. If you honestly think you are not at any fault for what happened then you are in total denial. We both went through similar situations. We both fucked up, but the difference between us is that I didn't let it get the best of me. I didn't let it destroy who I am. It's sad how you went into this downward spiral. You had everything going for you and could have just walked away from the whole situation. Left it behind and moved on but instead you let it get into your head and take over. Look at how you have thrown your life away. I'm not going to sit here and judge you, it's your life and you are free to live it the way you choose. But I laugh just thinking about you snorting coke and screwing hookers. You have become a real bad boy and you seem so proud of it. You have all this money and you waste it on shit like that. You act all happy but it's just a facade and so easy to see through. Inside you are nothing more than a broken depressed loser.